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Where Have I Been?

(I try to be serious, but I just fail.)

The awkward thing about being a spoonie who is running a blog for fellow spoonies is that sometimes I fall prey to being a spoonie. Which is to say that the reason I haven't been blogging here is because a lot of things happened, including not feeling well. (Ironic.)

Though I seem to be in a good patch with my fibro, my health isn't perfect (OBVIOUSLY since I run this blog). Thus, I've been having some down days where I have a headache or brain fog or overall body pain. Now, there have been a lot of days where I feel okay. The only thing is, I don't have as many spoons as I would like. And between running a website and helping babysit, I've been a bit low on spoons. Unfortunately, that means a lot of my more personal projects have fallen by the wayside. (Don't feel too bad; even my novels, which are my life-blood, have been neglected too.)

I guess the point of this post is to say, I'm low on spoons right now... and I'm really sorry. I'll soon be back posting on this blog. It's nothing personal, and I haven't forgotten about you, I promise.

In the meantime, let me know in the comments how you've been.

Love and hugs,
Sky

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